My internet has been down a while, but I have been good, Ive come off my medication for a couple of months maybe im going to crash again but hopefully i will be ready for it.Football has been good im playing as good as i was before I got injured and the team are second in the league, I passed an exam for being a computer technician all i need now is one more and i become a quallified Comptia Technician and ive booked it for jan 28th.I went to Rome a couple of months back and sat and relaxed in the middle of a load of statues representing great olympians i felt really relaxed there and good in myself.Things with my Mum are not really good i have to do most the house work and sometimes i dont think she is pulling her weight but i know deep down it must be really hard for her with her illness and i feel guilty for thinking like this.I feel good about the future i havent felt like this for a long time. I always feel good in myself when i have a goal to chase so i have to make sure i always set good ones which benifit me.I saw this on youtube today and it made me feel abit more inspired. http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=HbiZlF0V4O8