Not having a good time, think im gonna end things, everything seems to go wrong for me and even when it doesnt i feel like crap, i feel like im in a world of my own and nobody understands me, at least if i go out now i will be remembered as a 26 year old man who tried to do his best, i know it is being a bit of a coward what im gonna do but ive been feeling shit all my life i feel like im a let down of a son to my mum and my dad as i cant find any strength to live the life i want, i know if i didnt have this illness i could achieve anything i want but i do have it and nothing i do works i know that i should try and try and try but im tired i need to feel at peace and i cant do that here, ppl are gonna be angry at me for what im gonna do but they dont know the pain i suffer and how it feels to feel like this most of the time. Thanks for all the help i have got on this site from people its much appriciated i just cant find the strenght anymore!
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your dam right they\'ll be angry boy !!!! goin to this extreme just to get me to call you, i dont know , what am i gonna do with you lol x listen jokin aside i know it gets tough n i totally understand were your comin from on this but this is the worst the storm gets , member that u just gotta ride it through till it passes, sleep n do the minimum , dont beat yourself up over what you could be doin , you will do well even though it dont look like that just now , and never ever will you be a let down to your mum , or dad , bet your dad\'s dead proud of you n the way you care for your mum , your one of my bestest friends on here n i luv you to bits for who you are, so i hope you sleep well n i\'ll call you in the mornin xxxxx
hey sweetheart
u are imprtant to so many people
I\'ve never met u in person but u have helped me just on here!
u are a ver strong person and don\'t give I been there and tryed it and I\'m telling u it will hurt so many people to see u just give up!!
this is one of the lowest point u can be at in your life and I know u can get through it so stay strong
:)xxxxx(:
think about what you are doing,read what your ds friends here are saying, they care