hopefully i will feel better tommorow, but been really really down recently, hate feeling this sensitive, my dad was a para trooper and a really tough guy im sure if he was alive he would kick my ass, that probably what i need my mums been to soft with me all my life and now im finding it hard to be man enough to sort myself out, but im trying really really hard i read all that i can i exercise eat well and i always try to better myself but i always feel like shit. every thing i plan 70-80% of the time i dont follow through, like moving out i planned to do that for ages now im backing out, not sure where to turn or what to do next, i feel like im in a hole!