Feel better now, seeing things in a better light, least i can concetrate on more things now, just see that she wasent right for me, I been feeling depressed recently anyways so i can try and sort myself out, which isnt that easy when your seeing someone, gonna focus on moving out and getting a new job, 2007 was a successful year for me i achived alot i didnt complete everything i set out to do but the broken leg stopped me in my tracks a little, if i get as much done next year as i done this year then it will be good, this year i have felt uncomfortable alot of the time, but as ive read in books sometimes you have to feel like that to get stronger, alot of the time i dont feel like a strong person but i guess it takes time, ive felt suicidal alot of the time recently but ill make sure i gain all the support i can before even contimplating doing something stupid like that, theres always another route.Spoke to alot of people on here today who have given alot of advice im very grateful for there help and hope i can help them in someway oneday.Rich x