So much things i should be doing but i cant seem to motivate myself!!! my ankle is really swollen up so im using one crutch, this seems to be going on forever I think ive been quite patient but now its really starting to get on my nerves.I want to apply for jobs but i cant seem to get the focus and energy to do it, i will do it but why is everything such a struggle for no reason even doing the journal entry here seems to be hard untill i start it then it comes easily!