I had my operation on friday and i can walk again (sort of) but im supposed to keep on the crutches for another couple of weeks i dont really see the point as i can walk!I got my pc repaired now so lifes a bit easier for me, i think i have an internet addiction so im gonna try and cut down the amount of time i come on as its best i try to live in the real world cause most my life ive spent dreaming!Im feeling well dizzy the pain killers i have are making me sleep for hours hopefully i will come off them soon.Feeling ok about life at the moment just hoping that one day i will walk again ok cause its hard to walk at the moment, i just hope i havent messed myself up too bad, Started seeing a girl who i met at the halloween party a month ago i really like her weve seen each other around 4 times and it seems to be going well i think about her all the time and its along time since i felt like that about anyone but my brain is always negative to be honest and thinks that it wont work out does anyone know where i can get a new brain cause mine has problems 1)thinking positively 2)concentrating 3)thinking logically 4)being patient 5)living in reality.

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Hun use the crutchs, give your body a chance to get better slowly, and as for this girl...... dont go in with any expectations at all good or bad.... what will be will be.
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wish you the best, just take your time, you don\'t want any setback
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I am so glad to finally read a journal from you. YAY!
That is great to hear that you met a girl that you really are interested in.

I hope that you start feeling better from the surgery that you had.
Love...Your friend,
kaykay
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right boy , calm down , remember you have to keep this goin till september , n i think you can , but slowly xxxx , if i see any new brains ill pick one up for ya , love ya petal lolxx