Slept alot today woke up at 14:30 been working well hard at work and i played footie last night we lost 4 1, the team seem to be losing confidence fast, we dont seem to be able to score im playing okay but when the teams playing bad it also effects me, the ref gave me man of the match but id rather win a match any day, a few of us talked about the game in the car on the way back and said the main problem is fitness and we are going to organise a 10k run somewhere and try to run it in a decent time so that we will all be fit, i know it seems like we are takin amatur sport abit too seriously but a few of us wanted to be profesional football (soccer) players when we were younger and never made it so we are trying to do the best we can, im sure when the confidence is sorted we will start to win again i mean we won the first 4 games this season and now we have lost the last 3 i think winning and losing are habits we just have to get in to the winning habit.When i opened the post to day i pulled out a pink letter from the envelope and was supprised to see ive been called up for jury service on the 1st of october, not sure if i have a choice well i think i have as im gettin antidepressants from the doctor and it says in the leaflet i got that if your getting prescribed medicine for a mental health problem u dont have to attend but i see this as an experiance which i can learn from so im not going to try and get out of.I rang up about my holiday today as i was told last week someone would get back to me, but no one did (some companies are so lazy no wonder some business go under) the guy told me that i can do the skydiving course i wanted to do he just had to contact the place in spain to check the availability of the dates i want to do! i wont hold my breath on him calling me back ill just ring him again tommorow, im really excited about it, i just want to get it booked though patients is one of my biggest weakness's, but got no choice.Hope everyones good rich