Had a day off today,was planning to do loads of stuff like studying, just couldnt motivate myself to do it just thought whats the point.Went and saw the doctor and he thinks my depression has got worse because i was taking double the does for ecitalipram and it can make the depression worse for abit, hes give me a number for the emergency clinic at the mental hospital down the road in case i feel suicidal again and told me to come to the doctors every 2 weeks, feel like im in a hole at the moment dont know why but i always feel i can beat this deep down, im glad i have this hope as it keeps me going thank God!
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I\'m glad u have the hope too. I think about you all the time. You sound just like me right now. I am even having trouble showering. I always think, I dont have the energy, I am tired, nothing feels happy, so why go drag my ass through a shower, to come back to this chair or bed. And that\'s BAD. I used to be anal about showers and makeup. But lately I dont give a shit. Mine could be pregnancy mixed with depression. But either way, it\'s hard to battle. I know how you feel and it is overwhelming and sad. I am going to be praying for you. I hope your meds work. I have been on every darned kind, and although I get a little better, it\'s never better enough to truly ENJOY my life. I am hoping and praying things get better for you! Love Nichole