Dont feel too good today, to me my brain feels like it doesnt work properly and all the effort i have put into beating depression these last few years seem to count for nothing because no matter what i do i always seem to feel depressed.
I hate feeling sorry for myself, but when im getting paranoid for no reason, feelings of anxiousness for no reason, feeling like im losing my sanity at the same time pretending to be strong to manage people, loss of concentration for no reason, its a bit hard not to feel sorry for myself sometimes.
Some way or another ill dig my way out of this hole i feel im in, ive tried loads of different things. they work sometimes but not very well.
Felt suicidal an hour ago, dont feel like that now so at least i feel better for now!!
I hate feeling sorry for myself, but when im getting paranoid for no reason, feelings of anxiousness for no reason, feeling like im losing my sanity at the same time pretending to be strong to manage people, loss of concentration for no reason, its a bit hard not to feel sorry for myself sometimes.
Some way or another ill dig my way out of this hole i feel im in, ive tried loads of different things. they work sometimes but not very well.
Felt suicidal an hour ago, dont feel like that now so at least i feel better for now!!
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You know I can relate. I am just climbing out of 4 days of wanting to die. But I had the luxury of my bed. I dont work, so I hid in bed all day! And that didnt help much, but at least I didnt have to face people or work. I will pray for u. I know how u feel. Its so unfair. Im here if u need a friend.