Went out last night and it wasent very good!
One of my friends was acting an idiot because he was high on coke and we went to croydon and couldnt get in any of the clubs as we dont have id (we are all over 25!!!!) so we had to go back to clapham and the club we went was boring and full of men!
I drank last night but i tryed to keep it in moderation, I get really anxious and try to block it out wid the drink, Not a nice thing to admit but i get very jealous of people i dont know why this is!
Feel like shit today just gonna try and keep busy!
Doctor prescribed me arnica montana for my eye as it was bruised but i didnt take it as she said it would get better by itself.
Hope you are all well
rich
One of my friends was acting an idiot because he was high on coke and we went to croydon and couldnt get in any of the clubs as we dont have id (we are all over 25!!!!) so we had to go back to clapham and the club we went was boring and full of men!
I drank last night but i tryed to keep it in moderation, I get really anxious and try to block it out wid the drink, Not a nice thing to admit but i get very jealous of people i dont know why this is!
Feel like shit today just gonna try and keep busy!
Doctor prescribed me arnica montana for my eye as it was bruised but i didnt take it as she said it would get better by itself.
Hope you are all well
rich
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sorry to hear your night want a success!!!looks like we both feel a bit shit today!!!but i guess things cud only get better!!xxx
What do u mean about jealous of others? Im sorry u had a shitty night. I hate booze! It makes depression way worse for days after. Hope things get better.
Nah just a bit paranoid, get jealous cause i think i should have a family and stuff like some of my mates have by now and be more sorted career wise but i can sort that all out im just a bit impatient.