Feeling much much better today, well i feel depressed but thats the way i always feel after a night out drinking.
Told my boss about last night and he found it really amusing and now even im looking back and laughing, i always seem to get in mad situations, will tell u guys sometime about amsterdam.
Im just gonna move forward now and get on with things.
Might go to my doctor tommorow and tell him/her that i think i have a drink problem cause i find it hard to relax or feel confident with out drink so i need to find alternatives to this apart from football and wasting my money on junk.
One day i know i wont have depression but if one thing possitive that has come out of havin it is i have learnt alot through reading lots of books and i have pushed myself far more than if i didnt have it so i know this illness cant beat me.

All the best

Rich x