i just come back from my date and you guys arent going to belive what happened if everyone hates me i understand i feel really guilty and i can not imagine what she must be going through, i feel like i am a complete cunt for what happened tonight.
I went to leicester square around 8 and met andrea inside im still feeling injured so i am not the liverliest(spelt wrong i know but i am pissed) of people and she is not like the person i imagined who i met last week, all was going quite badly we werent sayin much to each other so once she had gone to the toilet i started texin my mate mario i said "forget keane and bruce to ex united players getting there teams promoted to the premiership on the same night and forget this date"
but the thing was i didnt send it to mario i sent it to andrea by mistake i saw what i had done straight away and tried to turn my phone off quickley but when i turned it back on i saw it had been sent to her phone (my delivery report told me) so i thought id style it out and pretend nothing had happenend she didnt mention anything so i thought she had seen it and was okay wid it but when i went to toilet i came back and she had her phone in her hand and confronted me i told her i was really in pain because of playin footie for 5 hours yesterday (which mostly is true) she seemed to be okay wid that and we were getting on fine and were kissing later in the evening but she confronted me later and told me what did i mean by the tex i said i realise how she must feel if i got that message i woould have walked, she said so u think i should walk i have been thinking of walkin ever since i saw it.
i told her i wouldnt be kissin her if i didnt like her i just sent the wrong message to the wrong person.
we left soon after she out drunk me(typical welsh)
i walked her to piccadily tube station and i could tell she was still pissed at me i said will we ever see each other again to which she said i hope you get home okay.
to be honest my feelings mean fuck all in this situation i just hope shes okay and doesnt take it to heart if the shoe was on the other foot i would have taken it really personall and i have alot of respect for her and to be frank i know i couldnt have a realationship with her because the chemistry wasnt there but that doesnt mean i dont feel guilty about the message i sent and maybe all the hard luck ive had in the past has been karma for what happened tonight!
have a good night
richie X
I went to leicester square around 8 and met andrea inside im still feeling injured so i am not the liverliest(spelt wrong i know but i am pissed) of people and she is not like the person i imagined who i met last week, all was going quite badly we werent sayin much to each other so once she had gone to the toilet i started texin my mate mario i said "forget keane and bruce to ex united players getting there teams promoted to the premiership on the same night and forget this date"
but the thing was i didnt send it to mario i sent it to andrea by mistake i saw what i had done straight away and tried to turn my phone off quickley but when i turned it back on i saw it had been sent to her phone (my delivery report told me) so i thought id style it out and pretend nothing had happenend she didnt mention anything so i thought she had seen it and was okay wid it but when i went to toilet i came back and she had her phone in her hand and confronted me i told her i was really in pain because of playin footie for 5 hours yesterday (which mostly is true) she seemed to be okay wid that and we were getting on fine and were kissing later in the evening but she confronted me later and told me what did i mean by the tex i said i realise how she must feel if i got that message i woould have walked, she said so u think i should walk i have been thinking of walkin ever since i saw it.
i told her i wouldnt be kissin her if i didnt like her i just sent the wrong message to the wrong person.
we left soon after she out drunk me(typical welsh)
i walked her to piccadily tube station and i could tell she was still pissed at me i said will we ever see each other again to which she said i hope you get home okay.
to be honest my feelings mean fuck all in this situation i just hope shes okay and doesnt take it to heart if the shoe was on the other foot i would have taken it really personall and i have alot of respect for her and to be frank i know i couldnt have a realationship with her because the chemistry wasnt there but that doesnt mean i dont feel guilty about the message i sent and maybe all the hard luck ive had in the past has been karma for what happened tonight!
have a good night
richie X
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Oh My Gosh!!!!! See what am I trying to tell ya Dude!!!!LOL
Why would you even kiss her then? Why not just say, Hey it was nice to meet you, but this isn\'t going to work out, and then just leave?
I guess you were hoping to get laid or something?
I don\'t think there is anything wrong with not having the chemistry or whatever, and so what if you messaged that to her instead of your mate, but why still continue the date? I would have just fucked off. That\'s me though. I woudn\'t want to kiss someone I wasn\'t feelin\' it with. The sex is usally bad anyways.. At least with someone you have that \'zing\' with, it\'s usally good. Cheers.
Killing myself laughing and i know i sholdn\'t be *cough* lol. I should be telling you off and saying things like - \"how could u do that??\" and \" i\'d never forgive you if you did that to me\" but i just cant stop laughing lol. Cant actually admit that i\'m laughing to be honest and i know i\'ll probably get soe awful comments for sayingt his - but thats life.....and sometimes we all do things that we later regret.
Was rally sik last night, (caught a bug thing) and all i could think about as i was throwing up may i add (lol) was i wonder how tat bloke got on withhis date - now i know lol hee hee. God i\'m bad! - Please dont be mad everyone - but you do have to look on the funny side. Better luck next time Richie - and i hope she doesn\'t have a voodoo doll at home with your name on! lol x
If it\'s any consolation I did something similar myself only it was over msn messenger. No use beating yourself up over it. Just be extra careful. :-)