Well I have been up since 2, My husband and little boy left to go get a load of cattle. and I could not go back to sleep. finally gave up and got up and started the laundry and took a shower and have been on face book, My stress level is so high that I cannot even relax anymore, I do not sleep so well and I just lay there with my mind whirling around trying to figure things out or wishing I had made better choices in my life ages ago,, worrying about my kids and their lives, my mind never shuts off, I would go to the docter but we have no insurance right now and so I try to save those visits for the kids,, with 4 we need all the docter visits we can get,, I just feel like I am on the brink of total meltdown and I do not want that to happen we have had so much go on in our lives here and so many chnages and stuff that my kids do not need that. wel just needed to vent,, had a lousy weekend.. hope you all have a wondefful week..