Aaaaaaaaggggggghhhhhh!!!!! F#CK!!!!!!!!!!!

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I don\'t like the sad face. I hope you are okay. Hang in there and be strong for your girls. Hugs
Janice
hurtinandhealin2560
hurtinandhealin2560

What\'s happening? Why the frustration?

Sending you some hugs!
trisha9054
trisha9054

That pretty much summed up how I feel this morning. IT\'s 35 and the temp. is still dropping and I have to go out and feed 11 horses. They will all be hard to handle.

Don\'t know why you are so frustrated but I hope today is better for you. Hugs.
deleted_user
deleted_user

Just stub your toe? lol
Bullit5502
Bullit5502

The demons watch for you to smile so they can attack your mood. Have to be extra cautious when you\'re feeling good... Was doing well yesterday, lengthened my stride, wasn\'t looking and bam, yes \"stubbed my toe\" so to speak.

I\'ve always felt the W lacked understanding for what I\'m going through. Lately I\'ve seen her have to deal with some negative feelings for herself and saw her emotions in dealing with it. I wasn\'t happy she was going through it, but it did make me feel better thinking that she could better relate to me, which seemed to be the case.

Later realized we were never on the same playing field. She may have to deal with some gloomy things once in a while but in the back of her head she knows it won\'t last. She\'s a good looking girl and has the luxury of knowing that she can get an ego boost any day, anytime she wants. Must be nice. Doesn\'t work that way for me. That\'s what makes our bad days so different. Knowledge and proof of being more than you feel at that moment.

I don\'t blame her, but there is no way she can relate to me.
deleted_user
deleted_user

So what if she\'s a pretty girl? Beauty is skin deep. It\'s what\'s inside that counts! She doesn\'t sound too attractive in morals, integrity or character.
Bullit5502
Bullit5502

True, but doesn\'t that reaffirmation still help a great deal... I\'ll admit I\'m jealous of it.
deleted_user
deleted_user

take care buddy