I'm really in a bad place today.  It seems that anything I try to put effort into just falls apart.Throughout my life this has caused me so much frustration.  Why put passion into something that will not produce anything... Unfortunately I resign to the fact that I simply have to be indifferent and not care.  As soon as I put a little extra into something, I'm crushed and feel the fool for trying. Nothing beyond my girls is worth trying for anymore, it's been a painful life lesson.