dear journalmy deprssion took me on a ride the past couple of days. but im determined to fight back today.so what if i have no social life, i have my family. so what if i get bored, i am sober. so what if my house gets dirty, i have four kids. so what if i feel discouraged about how slow my life is going, i can make goals and achieve them. so what if i feel like i need time alone, i deserve it. so waht if some days all i can do is the very basic, tomorrow may be better. so what if am  FRUSTRATED, UNMOTIVATED, INSECURE, ISOLATED, TIRED, STUCK IN A DAM RUT..... because i know god will get me thru this. keep putting one foot in front of the other....