Today i had a good time spending the day with my mom, which is so unusual. I ususally feel so annoyed and irritated with her, to the point where i couldnt even look her in the eyes. I haven't quite figured out why i feel this way with her, but i have been praying alot in regards to this. I want to be closer to her.. she is my mom and i need to forgive her and just let go of our past. She tried her best, which is all any parent can do. I need to cherish her, and maintain a relationship with her because  i love her and i am grateful to have her in my life. I just wish it was easier to let go of  resentments...