Today is kind of a blah day. Not so good, yet not so bad either. It is getting really discouraging to stay home day after day, but i really lack the motivation to do otherwise. Since i've quit drinking, i've felt really good but i still have no clue what to do with myself nowadays. At least i can enjoy simple things now, and i'm so glad that i don't have to deal with drinking and all that hell... but i still feel like a part of me is empty... what should i do??