December 11, 2007Today was an ok day. I've been trying hard to let go of resentments, in order to enjoy my life more. However, i find that i cannot let go of resentments towards my mom. Everytime i am around her i feel icky... very annoyed, restless... i don't know how to explain it but it is keeping me from having a good relationship with her. It bothers me because i don't want to go throughout my whole life feeling like this towards my mom. I want to appreciate her good qualities and love her unconditionally. I want to feel close with her. But i can't. I know she did her best for me, but i still feel so much anger and injustice. I just don't know what to do about it. I always feel like i'm being invaded when she's around. And it sucks!!