OMG!  I am SO glad that orientation is over.  I was in a state of anxiety the entire time.  I stayed lost.. and even almost withdrew myself from school by a messup trying to schedule my classes.  I'm almost 33, the oldest freshman there... and was in tears.  It was absolutely awful.  Classes start tomorrow, and I've already forgotten where my classes are.  I don't really think I'm gonna be successful.. but I can't quit.. after I've already told everyone I was going.  It would crush my family if I decided to not go now.  Maybe it will get better.  I certainly hope so.  It's times like these, I wish I were intoxicated... could just forget about everything... even if it's only for a little bit.