Noone seems to understand that I have problems. They think I'm not eating just because I'm stubborn. They truly don't get it. So... I have everyone mad at me all the time, which only makes it worse. I'm so sick of everything and everyone (no offense to anyone who reads this). Sometimes, it seems easier to die than to live. I just wanna bang my head against the mirror and break that horrible person staring at me. I hate her!
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u are not horrible it is the ed. and it would be easier but if ed breaks u then u let it win. where is the fun in that? use all your strength to kick its ass and u will come out shining!! am here for ya!!
I don\'t think I can. I\'m tired. Just plum tired of trying to please my family. When I was superfat... they weren\'t happy with me. Now that I\'m losing weight... they don\'t like that either. There\'s just no pleasing some people. It\'s alot easier said than done to just kick its ass.