10 months sober

I didn't even realize i am now over ten months sober! It's great that i am, but i wish that recovery didn't tkae so loooong. It's such a slow process to change, but i try my hardest every single day. I'm still procrastinating on my fourth step, but i have faith that it will be done.lately i have been really focusing ontaking care of myself... well mostly pampering myself to manicures,got a new haircut and color, and trying to look my best. It helps a little. My self esteem is slowly starting to build. Thank god. It's nice to finally feel good about myself :)