10 DPO
BFN... It starting to feel all to real, so sad... I feel like I just want to crawl into a ditch and lay there.
This I think is my last attempt. We have one more embie, but its not as good quality as the last two so the chances are slimmer still.
so now my IVf history is
IVF 1- BFP (happiest day of my life) only to be followed by a missed miscarriage (and the saddest day of my life)
FET - BFN... I feel like I have lost my little one all over again
Now, how do I adjust to a world without a child? how do I cope seeing pregnant women, babies, happy families day after day, when my own family was torn asunder for no reason whatsoever?
My angel, my child, I miss you so much! why did you have to leave?
This I think is my last attempt. We have one more embie, but its not as good quality as the last two so the chances are slimmer still.
so now my IVf history is
IVF 1- BFP (happiest day of my life) only to be followed by a missed miscarriage (and the saddest day of my life)
FET - BFN... I feel like I have lost my little one all over again
Now, how do I adjust to a world without a child? how do I cope seeing pregnant women, babies, happy families day after day, when my own family was torn asunder for no reason whatsoever?
My angel, my child, I miss you so much! why did you have to leave?
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