10 days....
10 days into the last month of the year and where am I? NOWHERE!!!
Stuck in a deep dark pit of gloom, despair, and agony....
Stuck in the same place I was 10 days into beginning of the year...trying desperately to recover from 2012...only to find that 2013 was going to be WORSE!!!!....
UGH....I can't even think rationally or logically anymore....
I JUST DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!! and I HATE that....I have lost what little control I had...I've LOST it all and now I don't have control over anything!!!!
Father, ...
Stuck in a deep dark pit of gloom, despair, and agony....
Stuck in the same place I was 10 days into beginning of the year...trying desperately to recover from 2012...only to find that 2013 was going to be WORSE!!!!....
UGH....I can't even think rationally or logically anymore....
I JUST DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!! and I HATE that....I have lost what little control I had...I've LOST it all and now I don't have control over anything!!!!
Father, ...
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Have you thought or perhaps looked into seeing a counselor? They can help you organize your thoughts, life and so forth. They can help you to understand why you feel this way and can balance you. I get really bad and a counselor helps me a lot.
thanks rachelinidaho...i have actually been seeing a counselor...and it does help for about a couple of hours...but i cant afford to see her on a regular basis and sometimes i get overwhelmed when i hear myself saying what i am going through...i dont know if you can understand that but it just seems to piss me off and make me feel angry and sicker...i just dont know what to do...and for me...THAT IS THE WORST THING!