10/20/09

So today I got an appointment with a doctor to do a botox evaluation on the 29th, then if approved for the injection soon after.  Hopefully that with a splint will get rid of my cyst, we'll see.  I'll give it a month to see if it goes away.   Work.  I'm not sure what to think, she came in today and said hi to me and seemed pretty happy, she had a new hairstyle too.  But other then that I didn't get a chance to speak to her, so nothing was said about the date.  I'll give it another day or two then that's it, I only have 6 days left anyway.  Whatever will be will be, I could have started up a conversation with her when I stopped at the office today but I didn't, I just got what I needed and left.  Its just torture now, not pleasure, so I think I have to let her say something to me.  Its too hard to let go, not sure if I can even say goodbye on my last day, I mean I can always stop in and visit at any time of course.  But its not the same as seeing her everyday at work.  I might just leave, goodbyes suck lol.  Well that's for next week's journal... That's about it, I'm going to start my photoshop of Jennifer now, parents are out for the night so I have some quiet time to draw.  I get lonely but I like my solitude as well. This song is corny but it sums me up pretty good right about now lol...Boys Like Girls - Thunder   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4EAFkBuPasM&feature=related