10/19/11

I've had some strange days lately..... I've been manic and I like it when I feel like that at least I'm not depressed like I am today.  I can never seem to get ahead. I try so very hard to do what's right and do my best and I guess it's not good enough.  I do not know how to please everyone even though I try.
Some thing so small can change my mood and I haven't figured out how to change/handle that. I hope I can figure it out soon because I'm afraid I'm going to lose something very important if I cant get this under control.
suggestions?

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MermaidSinger
MermaidSinger

I am like you in the sense that I also try to please everyone...but it\'s so impossible and the longer we try to do that, the less time we have to be happy.

I also know what it\'s like to have something so small change your mood...it\'s living on eggshells and it\'s part of our disease. But I think time (along with therapy and meds) is really all that works...it\'s learning how to balance it out, especially if you just went through a recent change in life.
steva
steva

That was me alot now only some times Some thing so small yet can flip a switch and I\'m off!!

But it wasn\'t just that one small thing. It was 1000s if things just building up and the small thing was the straw.

I think your friend mermaid singer is right it kinda goes with FMS I know what your thinking \"more unpleasant symptoms\" like who needs any more.
Medication especialy anti depressants can give you mood swings too. It happen to me when it was wearing off.
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