10/12/09

This is killing me. I cant call my girlfriend as much as i would like. My best friend is lying to me all the time my family is treating me like crap i dont know why im still here. If i didnt have an amazing girlfriend who loves me i probably wouldnt be around. I dont know why i feel so horrible. Im taking my medicine every other day and my mom is gradually taking me off of it and its affecting my mood like big time and ugh i dont know anymore. I'm constantly fighting the urge to scream and hurt others.. My anger is getting worse and im having a difficult time controlling it... Anyways thats all i have to say sorry for rambling. Bre