10/04/2009 Update

I didn't go to the party, just couldn't bring myself to do that yet.  My friend will understand but I am sorry to not have been there for her.  Had dinner at my sister's and told my 91 year old aunt about the breakup.  She is shocked and so sad.  I'll add her to the list -- haven't found anyone yet that isn't. Actually went to bingo this afternoon by myself just to pass the time.  Afternoons are still the worst for me.  Glad it's getting dark earlier and earlier.  Don't feel so bad about hitting the couch and not doing anything in the evening.  Me and the furkids!