1 year Update

Here I am, it is March 2015 a year since my last journal entry...last one was Feb 2014 I was 8 months out from my first PE's. All blood work was great...everything was fine. 6 months from that last post I had another PE, blood work and an Angio alerted me to it this time. I was lucky, hospital stay wasn't too bad as I could take care of myself. I wasn't terrified this time, scared, but mostly pissed off. I mean, I was just getting myself together, just starting, it seemed to live my life again. Yep, I was pissed! My Hubby, my poor hubby was scared aaand when he is scared he fights. I had him picking a fight with me about housework the day after I got out of the hospital!!! I was like...REALLY??????? Can you not give me a sec to get my bearings back? Then he cried and I knew it wasn't about the housework...it was about him being afraid of loosing his wife. This PE crap doesn't just effect me...it effects my whole family. Scares my whole family and that just pisses me off even more! No One messes with my family and here this piece of crap PE comes in and terrorizes me...us!!!! Yea, well it is what it is and I cannot change any of it. I can however love my family and be there and give them happy memories to replace the scary ones.