1 new friend- troy

I met one person I exchanged numbers with at the club when I went with my ex.  I should have added her on facebook or responded to her text.  Hopefully I will have the courage to do that later.  I think it would be great to go to parties with her sometime or support her at a concert and meet other people.  Unfortunately I also did not go my club meeting today even though I could have.  I have been letting my depression get the best of me and it has made me feel so apathetic about everything.  I think I need to do what I used to do in college and just force myself to do things because I would often find that after doing things (ex. going to class), I would often have such a good time, better than expected.  Perhaps what is preventing me from being productive is feeling like I may fail or that there is no point.  I think the fear that it will be a bad experience is also stopping me.  My ex said some bad things about the girl when we met her and now I am hesitant to befriend her.  I need to get over this.