1 Month Since My Angel Went to Heaven

Today marks 1 month since my angel made her way to heaven, I love and miss you oh so dearly my precious Nevaeh Joy, you are now safe in the arms of our heavenly father. I want you to know that not a day has gone by that your mommy hasn't think about you, yearn for you and cry for you. You were my blessing from up above, but our father knew you were to precious for this world and decided to take you back. I am not sure when this is really going to start getting better, 2 of my friends are due on the same day as me and are constantly sending me pictures of their ultrasound, I am trying to be a good friend, but come on be a little bit sensitive to my feelings, no one ever talk about my baby anymore, so I am so happy for my DS sisters, love you guys. I am on my last 3 active pills and 4 placebo pills, then I have to wait for AF and then start on my clomid, hoping that everything goes smoothly. I love you sooo much Nevaeh Joy **MUAH**