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Well, the past 2 days I have been feeling a lot better emotionally, Thankgoodness. I have been on Lithium now for 11 days and 9 days on Prozac. So grateful to have some relief! I still wake up usually at 3am for 20min than go back to sleep.
Yesterday, I signed up for a meetup.com hiking singles club and pushed myself to do the hike today (not knowing that it was gonna be a 5 mile hike!!!) It said for beginner to intermediate hikers but even though I used to hike everyday when I was manic, todays hike nearly killed me. I felt happy that I accomplished something though! Just felt like I over did it, since I really have been trying to ease back to daily activities. I meet some nice people though, and I was more relaxed than the last singles hiking group I did back in October. I even went to lunch with everyone, and had a great conversation with a single guy named Jay. He invited me to go bike riding tomorrow morning on the bike trails locally. That was exciting. I just can't over do it.
It feels so good to finallly be getting things done that I put on the back burner for awhile cause I was sooo out of sorts... Happy things are turning around finally for me. I still feel very fragile though, if that makes any sense.
Yesterday, I signed up for a meetup.com hiking singles club and pushed myself to do the hike today (not knowing that it was gonna be a 5 mile hike!!!) It said for beginner to intermediate hikers but even though I used to hike everyday when I was manic, todays hike nearly killed me. I felt happy that I accomplished something though! Just felt like I over did it, since I really have been trying to ease back to daily activities. I meet some nice people though, and I was more relaxed than the last singles hiking group I did back in October. I even went to lunch with everyone, and had a great conversation with a single guy named Jay. He invited me to go bike riding tomorrow morning on the bike trails locally. That was exciting. I just can't over do it.
It feels so good to finallly be getting things done that I put on the back burner for awhile cause I was sooo out of sorts... Happy things are turning around finally for me. I still feel very fragile though, if that makes any sense.
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