1-28-2016 unbelievable

Ever since 1 and I broken down to each other I've been telling the truth about myself and what I've been doing so living the honest life which is 8 days today. So before I dive into today's situation let be start by saying that I go to my jiu jitsu classes almost every day but I haven't gone every day these last couple of weeks simple cause I'm helping with a friend out on his person life and I've just been really thinkingabout my own life and just reflecting upon everything.  So I made the promise to her that I would get better and do everything I promised. But today I get a text from 1 saying this " it's interesting How you and tanya Have Coordinating Which classes to attend so people don't see us interact".  After we both broke down to each other after everything that we said she thinks I would go behind her back again knowing there's a chance I would lose her. But like I said the reasons why I haven't gone to classes is because 1 cause I've been reflecting alot and thinking alot about my life and 2 helping my friend out. Will I'll keep you posted on what happens from here. It sucks cause I'm finally getting my life Straight. Ahh how can Ishow her that I haven't been talking to her!!!