1/25/12 TTC Update
So a quick update.... I don't remember if I mentioned it or not in my last journal entry, but I stopped the progesterone cream and unfortunately this time it didn't bring on AF :( So I took Provera from the 17th till the 23rd, which was 2 days ago. I've been cramping the past few days and now I am spotting!!! WOOHOO! So I'm hoping AF will go ahead and show up. But the bad thing is, I'm suppose to schedule my lab work on cd3 and that may be over the weekend so I will either have to take off work early Friday or go in early on Monday. :D So I've been waiting and waiting for AF to get here so I can go ahead and start my first round of clomid. yeehaaaaaw!
Oh, and on another note, I've started back going to church! I forgot how inspirational it could be. It seems like I have a clearer mind when I get home from church and that the last two Sundays that I've gone the sermon has really spoken to me. One was on you have to let go and let God. That when you pray, don't just think to yourself "hopefully God will answer my prayers"... you have to consider it already done!!! You shouldn't doubt prayer and God's will.
I'm so glad I've accepted God back into my life. I know for the longest time I've been so angry with him cause of my m/c and what I've been through these passed few years. I just had to accept God's plan for me and that the pregnancy just wasn't meant to be! God does have plans for me and I believe and trust in Him and he will make me a mommy if I was meant to be one. Which If I am I will be the happiest person in the world... and if I'm not then there is some child out there that needs me and is waiting for me to adopt him/her.
Well this was suppose to be a quick update but I got a little type happy so I am gonna go take some midol cause these cramps and getting more and more intense. COME ON AF!!!
Oh, and on another note, I've started back going to church! I forgot how inspirational it could be. It seems like I have a clearer mind when I get home from church and that the last two Sundays that I've gone the sermon has really spoken to me. One was on you have to let go and let God. That when you pray, don't just think to yourself "hopefully God will answer my prayers"... you have to consider it already done!!! You shouldn't doubt prayer and God's will.
I'm so glad I've accepted God back into my life. I know for the longest time I've been so angry with him cause of my m/c and what I've been through these passed few years. I just had to accept God's plan for me and that the pregnancy just wasn't meant to be! God does have plans for me and I believe and trust in Him and he will make me a mommy if I was meant to be one. Which If I am I will be the happiest person in the world... and if I'm not then there is some child out there that needs me and is waiting for me to adopt him/her.
Well this was suppose to be a quick update but I got a little type happy so I am gonna go take some midol cause these cramps and getting more and more intense. COME ON AF!!!
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Just read your journal this morning. It\'s wonderful to see you reach out to God like that. My wife had a m/c too, and it was a very painful experience. We recently read \"Heaven is For Real.\" I highly recommend that book. It\'s a true story account of a little boy who went to heaven and came back. Really moving, especially for my wife and I as parents. God bless you and I\'m praying today that the rest of your pregnancy goes well and you and your baby have a healthy delivery.