1/23/11

I have been out of the hospital since Thursday, really been "Easy Doing it." I am glad I went into the hospital cause I felt like there was no other solution. It was an interesting experience. I think there primary purpose was doing as many ECT treatments as possible. I only saw my dr. once even though he was in the hospital he was tied up giving the ECT treatments so they assigned me to a nurse.Cause I wasn't gonna do the ECT treatment. Which really disappointed me cause I came to the hospital to see a doctor not a nurse.
I am just taking baby steps..... cause I saw my doctor on Friday and he made a lot of med changes. So I am not doing as much as I am used to like exercising and being more on the manic side. Definately hasn't been like that lately I have been more on the lazy, depressed side, having to force myself to do even the smallest things. The doctor put me on a Gluten Free diet that I am really sticking to. I am so used to flying all around, and not slowing down much. I have been keeping a mood chart, and keeping track of my energy level, anxiety and depession. Somethings feel better, I am getting more done than before. I am trying to rest and being easy on myself.  I am gonna to see my doctor once a week and my therapist 3x a week.