1-23-2016

So today was a big deal for 1 we both do jiu jiu-jitsu that's how we met I'm a purple belt so that's about maybe 6 years of training. Today she took her test for blue belt and passed pretty easily.  I'm so happy I got to be a part of that journey and help her get to where she is now. Theres this guy that likes her and I've became super jelouse and really clingy as of late he also trains with us just at a different school. 1 told me not to be jelouse because she told him that they could only be friends. It's kinda ironic thou cause now I know how 1 was feeling I'm doing my best thou not to be jelouse. She wants me to first get my stuff together and learn to love myself so we can move forward with this relationship.   In other news her sister had a kid today which was good cause 1 was worried that she would miss seeing the baby being born and being there for her sister and miss the test but she was able to do both. Anyways the more time I spend thinking about my life the more I see that I way us to really work this out. She wants me to really think about what I want. I know it's her. Anyways so I'm doing my best to not be jealous especially since I really have nothing to worry about cause,1 told me this morning that she loves me I haven't lied today which is great. Valentine's say is coming up and I hope to be able to do something really nice for her. We haven't been hanging out much cause she wants me to think about what I want and so she can work on what she wants. But I know what I want and I'll be patient. She's the best and brings the best out of me.  Anyways thanks for reading keep up the good work