1-22-11

Doing much better on this new medicine, have a guy friend from the hiking group and we hiked together today and yesterday. He doesn't even know that I am bipolar.We have only know eachother a few months, I like to wait to tell that personal stuff. It's kind of a nice break not to discuss mental illness.  We just keep the conversation light.  I love having a guy friend. He is really nice, I think I only like him as a friend. He really likes to exercise so that motivates me!! He's not in AA either,but he doesn't like to drink. I'm kinda glad he's not in AA, because I haven't had good luck with the guys in the program. Atleast in the past, I had some bad experiences dating in AA.
The only thing is I am still having a lot of trouble getting to sleep and waking up in the morning. I am sooo tired in the morning. I don't know if I want the pdoc to give me trazadone or if I should just keep taking 2 benedral at night. I see my pdoc tomorrow again.