1/16/16
Soooo...I did it! My left ear is pierced! I got a small black stud put in. I first went to 2 tattoo parlors and they both told me they don't do studs initially and I'd have to wear hoops for the first 2 months. I said no thanks, I don't want hoop earrings.
I came home and my Mom said that doesn't make sense, studs are better for the healing process initially. So after some research I found a piercing place in my town, I called and the owner said the same thing my Mom said that studs are actually better for the healing process! So that's where I went and it was so quick and painless and the staff was so nice. The fear with piecing is really not warranted lol.
Going to watch the NFL playoffs in a little bit, 2 games today and 2 more tomorrow! Watching the NJ Devils hockey team play right now, looks like they might win, the are up 2-0 with 8 minutes to go!
I know it sounds like I'm feeling good, but I am still feeling horrible over my girl being gone, last night and this morning was the worst. I didn't eat last night, I went to bed early, couldn't sleep. My girl hasn't even tried to contact me since she left... :( To be fair I haven't contacted her, but I think its on her being on vacation to let me know how she is doing, I just don't want to bother her or look like a love sick puppy, but I am haha.
I guess I just fear she'll stop loving me, or she can live her life without me, or something stupid after the vacation, and it is unusual for her to not contact me. The only reason I know she made it alright was because her Dad called her Mom and said she was there. Oh well, I guess I need to stop worrying or this relationship might not work if I worry about her like this. Maybe I will break down and text her tonight, just to see how she's doing.
Her Mom did tell me she was upset to be away from me for a week and mad that her Dad didn't invite me the night before she flew out. So I know she loves me at least. :) But I can't lie, this is damn hard and torture, I don't want to go through this again. I'm trying so hard to just play it cool, so far so good. I actually deleted the pictures her Dad sent because it was just too hard to look at her down there.
Almost forgot, I'll start early...2 days down, 7 to go!
I came home and my Mom said that doesn't make sense, studs are better for the healing process initially. So after some research I found a piercing place in my town, I called and the owner said the same thing my Mom said that studs are actually better for the healing process! So that's where I went and it was so quick and painless and the staff was so nice. The fear with piecing is really not warranted lol.
Going to watch the NFL playoffs in a little bit, 2 games today and 2 more tomorrow! Watching the NJ Devils hockey team play right now, looks like they might win, the are up 2-0 with 8 minutes to go!
I know it sounds like I'm feeling good, but I am still feeling horrible over my girl being gone, last night and this morning was the worst. I didn't eat last night, I went to bed early, couldn't sleep. My girl hasn't even tried to contact me since she left... :( To be fair I haven't contacted her, but I think its on her being on vacation to let me know how she is doing, I just don't want to bother her or look like a love sick puppy, but I am haha.
I guess I just fear she'll stop loving me, or she can live her life without me, or something stupid after the vacation, and it is unusual for her to not contact me. The only reason I know she made it alright was because her Dad called her Mom and said she was there. Oh well, I guess I need to stop worrying or this relationship might not work if I worry about her like this. Maybe I will break down and text her tonight, just to see how she's doing.
Her Mom did tell me she was upset to be away from me for a week and mad that her Dad didn't invite me the night before she flew out. So I know she loves me at least. :) But I can't lie, this is damn hard and torture, I don't want to go through this again. I'm trying so hard to just play it cool, so far so good. I actually deleted the pictures her Dad sent because it was just too hard to look at her down there.
Almost forgot, I'll start early...2 days down, 7 to go!
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