1/14/16
Well my girlfriend leaves for Florida tomorrow morning. She's flying out at 6am, I have to go to work during that time so I won't know if she made it alright until at least mid morning. I'm going to be a mess I know it, guess working will help distract me at least...
I guess I'll be alright, just can't wait till she comes back. I've never experienced this, like I said in my last journal. I've never love something so much in my life. I'm going to try to Skype her one more time tonight around 9pm before she goes, but maybe that's a bad idea. Just might make it worse. Quick and painless it should be.
Ugh...Well this June I'm going to try to take her to Maryland to the beach. So I'm just looking ahead to that time when we can go on a trip together. I think that will get me through, I always did that in school or work if I was having a bad day, I just looked ahead to when I was home and thought of a show or something that night. You really can't focus on the present if its a bad situation.
In other things in my life, I'm thinking of piercing me left ear this weekend. That would be a distraction right? Haha. My girl had mentioned I might look good with a piercing and I said I wouldn't mind doing it, and I Photo Shopped a picture of myself with a black stud diamond and it actually looked alright. Maybe I'll surprise her when she comes back...In the end it's my decision because its my body, but piercing really isn't a big deal to me because you don't have to always wear it, a tattoo might be different because that's way more noticeable. They also fade and need to be touched up after a few years, plus the artist can screw it up right off the bat.
Honestly I'd never get her name tattooed, her sister did that with her boyfriend and they just broke up, now she has Jason tattooed and he has Tara on their fingers. Stupid IMO, so a piercing is way better that way.
As for my real estate ventures, I'm trying to get my downstairs apartment rented and the lease needs to be renewed on the upstairs apartment by February. My property management company has been dragging their feet on this a bit and I'm starting to get a bit ticked off because I'm losing a little cash every month until the place is fully rented. They need to start doing their job...
Oh well, I can't worry too much about it, still making equity every month, can't lose in real estate unless you really muck it up. Till next time.
I guess I'll be alright, just can't wait till she comes back. I've never experienced this, like I said in my last journal. I've never love something so much in my life. I'm going to try to Skype her one more time tonight around 9pm before she goes, but maybe that's a bad idea. Just might make it worse. Quick and painless it should be.
Ugh...Well this June I'm going to try to take her to Maryland to the beach. So I'm just looking ahead to that time when we can go on a trip together. I think that will get me through, I always did that in school or work if I was having a bad day, I just looked ahead to when I was home and thought of a show or something that night. You really can't focus on the present if its a bad situation.
In other things in my life, I'm thinking of piercing me left ear this weekend. That would be a distraction right? Haha. My girl had mentioned I might look good with a piercing and I said I wouldn't mind doing it, and I Photo Shopped a picture of myself with a black stud diamond and it actually looked alright. Maybe I'll surprise her when she comes back...In the end it's my decision because its my body, but piercing really isn't a big deal to me because you don't have to always wear it, a tattoo might be different because that's way more noticeable. They also fade and need to be touched up after a few years, plus the artist can screw it up right off the bat.
Honestly I'd never get her name tattooed, her sister did that with her boyfriend and they just broke up, now she has Jason tattooed and he has Tara on their fingers. Stupid IMO, so a piercing is way better that way.
As for my real estate ventures, I'm trying to get my downstairs apartment rented and the lease needs to be renewed on the upstairs apartment by February. My property management company has been dragging their feet on this a bit and I'm starting to get a bit ticked off because I'm losing a little cash every month until the place is fully rented. They need to start doing their job...
Oh well, I can't worry too much about it, still making equity every month, can't lose in real estate unless you really muck it up. Till next time.
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