1-11-11

I made some phone calls today to find out whether I was approved for my long term disability and they didn't have an answer for me yet. I also called to find out if they had any answers regarding my biospy yet and they said they might know something my Thursday.
I am trying not to feel frusterated with all these uncertainities. I know that I need to just turn all my concerns over to God. But sometimes, I take my will back and I don't just let God be in control.
Tomorrow morning I have an appointment with a new pdoc even though I am gonna have to still unfortunally see my old pdoc for my long term disability paperwork. I am looking forward to developing a new positive relationship with a new pdoc in HOPES of feeling better since it has been a struggle for awhile with my depression and my medication. This pdoc was referred to me by my insurance company and my therapist. I would like to get a second opinion, that would make me feel better. I am hopeful.