1/11/16
Well Sunday was nice. I went to the mall with my gal. Last day I'll see her for a few weeks, but I'm doing alright with it. She's a little nervous about flying out on Friday, but I know she'll be okay. As for the goodbye Sunday night, we both teared up a little bit, but we did good. Just gave her a kiss and said I love you...
I guess a break is good every once in awhile, but when you are in love it sure is hard to say goodbye even for a few weeks. I usually only see her on the weekends anyway so it won't be too bad, but knowing she is so far away is what gets to me.
I'm always busy lately with my real estate stuff and life stuff, so I'm sure I can keep myself entertained. Spend some time with my family and my dog too.
The other thing I'm having a tough time with is guys flirting with her and checking her out when we go out somewhere. At the mall it started bothering be, I guess because I've never had anything so beautiful in my life and I just don't like it, but I cope with it because she's been loyal to me so far. She is just very beautiful and guys are going to look, but I've never had to deal with that so its new for me.
Sunday an older guy, must have been in his 60's or 70's was looking at her way too long IMO, must have been a good 5 minutes we were sitting down, and he just kept staring at her eating ice cream. I finally just gave him a look to step away, and eventually he did. He was only about 3 feet from her too, very uncomfortable...That just creeped me out really, could be her father, eww lol.
As long as I know she loves me I'll be okay, and I get looks from women and women flirting with me also, I'm old enough to notice now. So we both deal with it.
I just think I can never lose sight of her disability, and unfortunately I did a bit Sunday. See with her disability she won't cheat, and I have to always remember that and not get jealous over other guys oogaling her all the time, she'll probably always be loyal and I can never take advantage of that...
I guess a break is good every once in awhile, but when you are in love it sure is hard to say goodbye even for a few weeks. I usually only see her on the weekends anyway so it won't be too bad, but knowing she is so far away is what gets to me.
I'm always busy lately with my real estate stuff and life stuff, so I'm sure I can keep myself entertained. Spend some time with my family and my dog too.
The other thing I'm having a tough time with is guys flirting with her and checking her out when we go out somewhere. At the mall it started bothering be, I guess because I've never had anything so beautiful in my life and I just don't like it, but I cope with it because she's been loyal to me so far. She is just very beautiful and guys are going to look, but I've never had to deal with that so its new for me.
Sunday an older guy, must have been in his 60's or 70's was looking at her way too long IMO, must have been a good 5 minutes we were sitting down, and he just kept staring at her eating ice cream. I finally just gave him a look to step away, and eventually he did. He was only about 3 feet from her too, very uncomfortable...That just creeped me out really, could be her father, eww lol.
As long as I know she loves me I'll be okay, and I get looks from women and women flirting with me also, I'm old enough to notice now. So we both deal with it.
I just think I can never lose sight of her disability, and unfortunately I did a bit Sunday. See with her disability she won't cheat, and I have to always remember that and not get jealous over other guys oogaling her all the time, she'll probably always be loyal and I can never take advantage of that...
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