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I've been trying to write about my past and what brought me to where I am today. I don't feel like doing that today. It's too hard. I'm not in the mood to think about all my mistakes. It's New Years day and I wish I could be happy but I'm not. I don't have a friend in the world. I'm hoping that I can someday reunite with old friends. I'm hoping someday I will have a family, if that's possible. For now this bottle of tequila will have to do.