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Tuesday 073019 about 1143 PM
Things are not as bad as they were the first day.
Have to force myself to journal 5 min qd
Any Veteran coed interested in sharing housing & costs let me know.
Largo FL area.
Had tooth extracted yesterday feel somewhat better.
Talk with my gp Friday hip replacement surgery late Aug, piece of cake had lt done prior
I like visiting My Edith's grave q 2-3 days, her parents buried there & elder sister Marion. Medical people had killed everyone, malpractice.
Havent heard from any of my children in q 3 years wish there was someone I knew in Alabama to help contact.
Still very dark, had been really bad 12 July, could hardly move, has gotten better, maybe was the chiropractor.
I got Hulu for free like to watch Golden Girls qd
I do a little Bible Reading & Prayer qd.
Very hard to use grief workbook, hard to think about
Can't wrap my mind around last 5 months of Edith's life, hospital killed her, gross malpractice.
Edy and me are connected, so I feel what it is like passing.
Seems to be at peace and comfort. She helps guide me & refrain from sinning.
Anyone like to chat let me know.
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Hey there. I've been away for a while. Missing Edy is perfectly normal. Visiting her grave is good. What about you? Are you doing anything you want to do? What have you done to make yourself feel good?
It feels like I'm still starting over 9 years later. What else can I do? I tried that and it didn't work out so here I am living my life. Some days are bad , but mostly the days are good and I enjoy the things in life that I'm good at and careful not to make too many mistakes.
I love Hulu and Netflix and such. Good programming and no commercials.
Keep in touch. Take care. I'm here and there.