03/11/12 New Start

I have changed my status 2 excellent 4 the 1st time since I came 2 this site.There are many reasons 4 this dramatic turn-about,the patch I'm using(Butrans-Buprenorphine)is working better than I could have hoped,my percocet use is down 2 zero,YEAH,beat that sucker,I met a new girl,which always helps,& I was welcomed back in2 God's Kingdom on Easter Sunday as I made my heart fully open 2 Him again!My mind is clearer,I can now focus on the new career of journalism I want 2 pursue,the pain is different now,2.It's not as harsh,somehow,& I feel alot more confident now that I know some1 out there really does love me.Not that I had any doubt about Our Lord,Jesus Christ letting me back in2 His good graces!He is always receptive 2 any1 willing 2 join Him & His numerous followers 4 a better existence of Peace & Tranquility in The House of Our Heavenly Father & Creator.My attitude as well as emotions are well under control,now,I am trying 2 inject humor in2 everything I come across,I have turned alot of people's frowns upside down since I adopted the new me,& God.Anger,I find now is a distant memory as He has shown me His Plan 4 this humble servant.It is 2 bring a message about pain 2 the masses,that you are not alone in your struggle,whether you have family or friends around you,as I do,or you are in the middle of a crisis situation as I was losing my partner of almost 24 years.I know now I have 2 just be patient,let her see the changes in me,& the rest will fall in2 place!God Bless,every 1!spinelessinalberta :)