I had a kind of break down Monday....I sort of came apart at the seams at the exact time the psychologist returned my call about having to move my appointment time because of an older and conflicting appointment time. She wanted me to come see here immediately. Which we did. Long story short....Drew either is baiting me so I will get mad enough to tell her to leave or I will, leave that is. When we went for help from her counselor, Ashley, and she told her (Ashley) that yes she baits me and would be very happy if she could keep in a state of agitation. She had me so upset Sunday All I could do is cry. I called Ashley for help stating I wanted her out of my house...Not my heart I did not want to abandon her I just cannot live with her. She asked us to wait until 3 that would give them a chance to work something out...... Their solution was for us to apply for low income housing for her and drive her to appt. to get food, to school etc. etc, etc, She is still in my house...She however is very subdued at the moment. I was able to talk to her this morning about her hair and the new shampoo I bought.

My New psychologist talked with Dennis and I for two hours. Her immediate solution was for Dennis and I to take a two week vacation.....Like that is gonna happen... So we negotiated down to one week for me to be out of town... Her exact words wee "Elsie you have out to get out of that house."I will be leaving tomorrow morning for Stockton, CA to stay with Shawna and Ken for a week.. I have 3 dresses to make for the girls. So am taking my sewing machine, fabric and all my sewing fun stuff. And I will Sit and sew for one weeks. I wonder if that is like the game sit and spin.... Oh wait that is what my life is like right now ...LOL

Any way I am taking my computer but I don't think they have internet. Maybe I can call Cassie and have her give you updates.....I will do my best to keep in touch....Loves you all!!!!