WIDOWS AND WIDOWERS OF FAITH Community Group
A place where people of faith may freely discuss issues of grief from a faith based perspective.
A place where people of faith may freely discuss issues of grief from a faith based perspective.
As an adult, before I was saved, I had a bad case of pneumonia and ended up in the hospital for 3 weeks. I remember being afraid to fall asleep. DH and I had just gotten married and he had to have thought I was insane. I kept saying the "Thing" was coming. I was convinced that it would kill me. Several times I would actually fall asleep, then awake quickly, convinced I actually heard it coming down the hall. I was terrified.
After 3 days with no sleep, the doctors suggested I take a sleeping pill. I said, no way. The Thing would get me. Finally, DH said he would stay the night and watch over me, and I agreed. I slept pretty well until something woke me up. I started screaming, seeing the large green thing in front of me. Turns out it was a machine meant to check my breathing, but it really scared me as I figured the Thing had gotten me.
Later, the doctors said I was hallucinating from the medication and lack of sleep. Also, oxygen depravation to the brain. But as a born-again Christian, I see it differently. I think the Thing I feared was hell and the creatures that inhabit it. My pneumonia was serious and I felt death's presence, only I wasn't saved. People are always surprised when I tell them I wasn't saved. I was always a goody-two shoe. I say I was a moral person, but not saved at all.
Thankfully, 5 years later, I accepted Christ as my Lord and Savior. Now, I know my time in the hospital would have a different outcome. Heaven awaits.
Tru
Be blessed today.
But no, he started the conversation to tell me of his sister in the hospital. She had an organ transplant a few years back and her body teeters on rejection. She had a vision one night of heaven and hell -- like the others testified, it was more of an experience than a dream. The heaven vision was a nurse playing with a little girl. It was important for him to say there were no children in the hospital wing. The hell vision sounded halloweenish -- ghost, skeletons, etc.
Third party testimony, but it agrees with the other stories.
I think it is cool to think of God reaching out to those on their death bed; showing them what is ahead, and giving them a choice.