It's weird, but it seems like things here at the house have gotten much too quiet since school started and Fall is here.  We are having a revival at my church, and this week services were scheduled from Thursday night til Sunday night.  I had a difficult time getting out the door last night.  It's hard to explain, but it's like a big deal to go from total aloneness into a big crowd all of a sudden. Can anyone relate??  I was late, and I hate being late.  I don't feel that anyone understands.  I am doing better in a sense, but nothing seems quite normal.  How can people who work jobs all day be more together than I am?  Also, I still wonder if there really is another "plan" for my life, or if this is IT.  Have I rode in my last rodeo?  I wish the Lord would speak to me in an audible voice and tell me which way to turn.  I hear the finest of preaching, but it never seems to change anything in my personal life.  I pray, but does He hear me?