Grief is a very painful process and you are in a very intense early part of it. Yes you will start living. Maybe not today and maybe not tomorrow. It will be according to your time frame as your mind, body and spirit copes with the loss. I am truly sorry for your loss and want to send you my prayers and a big hug. God bless.

triple hugs of support~

I must be really tired because I thought I saw the post again that you deleted, as well as my response to it. (I guess maybe it's the time change that I was surprised with this morning. No one had said a word to me.) I don't have the answer to this question, however. Even some on DS have told me it's time for me to move forward, but I don't feel ready to do it at this point. At the beginning of the end, that was foremost on my mind, but it was a buffer, a way to try to escape the pain.

Thank you, so much, Gerald. I hope to. It is just very difficult, as you know. I am truly sorry for your loss, and send hugs and prayers.

Thank you, Nancy, for your support. I am so sorry for your loss. Hugs and prayers to you.

Shewearsblack, no, I deleted that post, lol. Yes, no answer. It will be different for everyone. Nobody can set a particular time for you to move forward. Very sorry for your loss. Hugs and prayers.