Does anyone on here ever worry about health issues?  I know someone posted a few days ago about this. Lately it's been one thing after another with me. Panic attacks, my toenail, a virus, then bad eye allergies.  Plus this nagging pain in my left rib cage.  I don't know how, but I am beginning to wonder if I fractured a rib or spleen.  My mind works overtime and says, "Maybe you have cancer."  I have made so many trips to the ER and the doctor's office that it will cost me.  The doctor will definitely send a bill.  I am trying to cast down these imaginations, but again, I don't trust doctors.  

My friend is still alive today.  I want to shake her till her teeth rattle and tell her how precious life is!  She has a good husband, a home, a good church - and she's still fairly young and pretty.  I would gladly trade what she has for what I lost!  She wants to check out; I am fighting tooth and nail to survive.

One lesson I have learned is to not sweat the small stuff in a marriage.  Some things just do not matter.  If there is a next time, I hope to remember this.  Of course we are still human and proned to error, but I would strive to do better.  I am looking for a rainbow after the rain.