Last night I went to a gay club at Cleveland called Bounce. It is a pretty decent gay lounge where you can eat, drink, dance, talk and have a good time.

I was alone. The place was empty. Only a handful of guys chatting.

I felt so lonely and so impotent. I went all negative. I guess I felt what many folks here feel.

It is nice when we are able to overcome sadness. When we learn to be happy we must also learn to be strong when bad moments come hit us hard.

Guys, I had a few friends call me up this morning after I posted something in face book. They made me erase it. Then I send a BB broadcast saying I was gay. I pretty beat up myself last night. I feel so much better today.

Friends, all I really want to say is that a moment of terrible pain will be followed by good times. Sometimes you need to good through rough moments to wake up and say what the heck.

I really don't care people know and are talking. I felt lost and now I have refound myself and I could not be happier and more grateful for being who I am and being gay.

Chat is back and I am available to talk. I have a big heart and a good ear.

PLEASE TALK TO ME!

It does get better.